nickenglefuck

nickenglefuck @ 2009-08-26T00:12:00

2009-08-26T05:15:34Z

How do you build an image of yourself?

nickenglefuck @ 2009-08-03T02:13:00

2009-08-03T07:31:08Z

The Road from my friend:

I took a drive to come see you
A day before tears came out of me and another.
A day that I long will remember,
A day I knew that I will remember,

and even if the situation was akward,
the things you said
and what we watched
made a reason
to be alive.

I watched the wirepoles flow all the way to the water tower
the sunsets took me by suprise
and the calming drive after our great times were the things I will remember
We text to make sure we were okay

I lost my pitch but It didn't matter to me
I lost a friend and that does matter to me

There was something more meaningful about this
Things happen for a reason, you said
but there was no reason for that

Everything about that area is so true
but not seeing you make it such a lie
A lie that doesn't make sense
Something will hurt you, and I hope that you're thinking of me.

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The Road that produced Weather:

In the car I knew something had to be said.
we locked eyes and felt something good.
I won't be an asshole, you wanted that bitch.
I can only call you a bitch through my journals.

So your tears were flying
as I break down.
the wipe you gave.
Was the what hurts me the most.

YOU DON'T LOVE ME
BUT IT'S ALL NOT REAL.

Two hours of pure confusion
Two hours of why?
This was sometihng that didn't make sense,
Please let me go then
I can't handle you

You Can't

You needed a comforter
You needed a conversation
You needed a Number 2
You needed me

Tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing, good-bye, tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing good-bye. Tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing, good-bye, tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing good-bye. Tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing, good-bye, tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing good-bye. Tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing, good-bye, tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing good-bye. Tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing, good-bye, tears, go, sorry, wanted, giving in, nothing good-bye.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-07-21T00:30:00

2009-07-21T05:30:57Z

I'm really missing somebody.

how the hell does not talking to someone for 2 days feel like somehow months?

nickenglefuck @ 2009-07-05T02:26:00

2009-07-05T07:28:00Z

A year too late.

I miss somebody

nickenglefuck @ 2009-06-25T23:41:00

2009-06-26T04:45:52Z

I try to block you, and you just somehow nestle into my mind. I accept your nestling in my mind and try to give you comfort. You don't like my comfort and you go and try to play in the garden with some ass. So you use me and you start apologizing like a Dashboard Confessional song. And Now I like sing Dashboard songs at the top of my lungs.

I question why are you so fucking clueless. I also stress the word fucking.

WUKAY!!!

nickenglefuck @ 2009-06-13T00:18:00

2009-06-13T05:21:06Z

World's end Girlfriend - Ending Story, and google streetfinder....nothing can get any better than this.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-06-05T01:15:00

2009-06-05T06:18:07Z

that was one of the worst yet most beautiful things I have done, It was soo akward. She is in a really bad situation and I feel horrible to bring it up now.

wow.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-05-30T02:07:00

2009-05-30T07:08:36Z

acually i lied the only one i like is nick

nickenglefuck @ 2009-05-21T23:54:00

2009-05-22T04:55:04Z

I am done with girls leading me on.

The Cunt bomb will be dropped.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-05-01T01:01:00

2009-05-01T06:01:13Z

nickenglefuck @ 2009-04-22T23:34:00

2009-04-23T04:46:39Z

I was walking around my area for a while tonight. I feel like this is the only thing that is making me feel who I really am. I watched a plane fly passed me and away from me, and I felt like that was everything I was and now I am just some person in the crowd where before I was in a forest exploring things. It's really hard for you to understand this too, you think you know me, but you really don't. I try to expand whats around me and I feel like you don't let me let alone any woman. But your caring keeps me wanting to be there for you. Cause I know you care yet you don't know what you want. It's now draining me to a point where I try to write music and I can't even do it. I get soo mad. you are personal with me and I am personal with you. Your family appreciates it but knowing that I write this will cringe and flip out but truely understand yourself. You have made a terrible mindset and yet an akwardly beautiful story. You make me want to buy a guitar and produce, just produce.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-04-05T18:32:00

2009-04-05T23:33:10Z

if I hear the word "secretly" out of you, im gonna blast converge and punch your ovaries

nickenglefuck @ 2009-04-01T11:24:00

2009-04-01T16:25:13Z

damn I just got burned....o well

Converge Loves me.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-30T01:37:00

2009-03-30T06:39:00Z

I can't wait to write the next part of the bible with Vince Casali as our Mesiah and paint a portrait of Vince on top of Mount Everest giving the degeneration X suck it on top of the World.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-27T01:15:00

2009-03-27T06:16:59Z

maybe it was because I was jealous

maybe it was because I really wanted to listen to This Will Destroy You

maybe it was because I felt like I had to say it

but my emotions definatly were thrown out at the table while I was eating Chicken McNuggets.

and it was gross. haha

EDIT: I think what makes that situation even more lame is I put on This Will Destroy you. I felt their band name was soo right in the situation.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-25T20:21:00

2009-03-26T01:22:07Z

my Math teacher was suppose to give us a test 2 weeks ago, but every day i go to class, he doesn't have it. my brain is dead and spring break for me starts tomorrow

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-21T22:58:00

2009-03-22T03:58:41Z

im gonna to be so passion about sleeping in tomorrow, I won't wake up till Monday and I will love it.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-20T19:46:00

2009-03-21T00:47:13Z

this is getting more confusing, and I'm not going to rebound nor will you.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-15T03:54:00

2009-03-15T08:54:49Z

that felt nice to spoon.

then forked and knifed, then everything just got bloody in a terrible mess.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-10T19:09:00

2009-03-11T00:10:17Z

I need to kill it. I am taking the weak way but I really need to kill this.

yikes

nickenglefuck @ 2009-03-08T19:50:00

2009-03-09T00:50:45Z

I went discgolfing the other day and lost 2 discs...I was upset

nickenglefuck @ 2009-02-24T08:48:00

2009-02-24T14:48:40Z

nickenglefuck @ 2009-02-21T03:00:00

2009-02-21T09:03:37Z

Women have cooler color coordinating shoes when it comes to gym shoes, So I implied to some girl that I wish I had smaller feet so i can buy woman shoes.

I Think she thinks I want to become a cross-dresser cause the convo just ended after that.

I hate people that can't accept weirdness.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-02-19T21:47:00

2009-02-20T03:49:10Z

Random thought:

Working out to Hella - Total Bugs Bunny on Wild Bass is going to make you feel really akward.

nickenglefuck @ 2009-02-08T03:57:00

2009-02-08T09:58:08Z

after putting myself all out on the table, I learned to accept the new "Fear Before" CD

Its pretty good.